I Think Shadow


I'm ready to meet the shadows that linger over me when I sleep
I'm sure my eyes will be appalled but my spirit knows she's yet to see it all
These virgins eyes wants to see that which she's been too blocked and too blind
Wake me up and show me the spiritual time
Those shadows that surround me and whisper in my ear they ring bells cast spells and listens when I know I'm not clear
Chill my skin as the room grow hot and old
They know my rawness they want my goods
They've come for my soul.
Those shadows that surround me I feel that positive and negative energy
Pulsating vibrating bouncing in and off of me
Fighting for a chance to transfer from him to her to me to another man
Still I stand scared but to broad chested to show it I wanna see these shadows and consciously they know it.
These wise old virgin eyes know they linger and stare
I just want to see them and confirm that they really are there...


Comments

  1. DJ Mad EFXAugust 16, 2020 at 2:58 AM

    All your experiences, dreams and thoughts have me like.... Wow! I've found a new sense of you.... Amazing and thank you!!!

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